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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Tuesday, December 06, 2005 3:41 AM
finally back!! came home alone. sobs..and of course, i miss my **, you and lots of other people. this trip is the worst trip ever! luckily my sis and my niece did went with me, if not, i will be dying there liao. but the sad to say, my sis not going next year liao. because my niece studying le. wells, this trip is kind of stupid. waste most of my time, and didn't buy what i'm supposed to buy. lols. sorry didn't buy your shirt that i promised. sorry. anyway, came home and saw something. my door was opened. i was like OH MAN! sure will have rats in my house liao. but it turned out to be...a CAT!!! i went up the stairs carrying my laugguage. then suddenly, the CAT just ran past me, i was like..gosh, what's that..lols. and i turn behind, it was the CAT, trying to open the door, because i locked it up liao. sigh. so i went down to open, but it ran up. weirdo..lols. and it stood at the stairs, not wanting to go out. so i went up, and guess what? it did not ran down, it stood there, till i made some noise and it FINALLY went out. wahaha. so i went down to lock the door, and took up another large box, full of tibits. but this is consider the least i ever bought. usually i will buy about 4boxes. sigh. was in thailand for the 5days..thinking of emigrating there, but then, my dad say i will go hungry, because there is communication problem. wahaha. and i told him, get me at translator will do. lols. in the end, sigh, cannot emigrate bahs..

alright, talking about this trip..sucky..sigh. first day, my sis went to rebond her hair and stuff. lols. so stayed in the saloon for the WHOLE DAY! slept most of the time obviously, but then, I'M NOT A PIG! is just that i'm too bored liao. haha. and in the end, i also cut my hair. after the cutting, i was like..WAH! not bad. spiky hair. stlyish, and most importantly, short! lols. this time, i cut it shorter, so that when school re-open, no need to waste money and time to go and cut again. lols. then i thought of highlighting my hair. lols. but too bad, my dad was there..sobs. then my sis help me put a bit, but it didn't show the color. sobs..sigh. so that was one day gone.

the next day, we woke up darn late. because we chat till 3 plus, and i slept at 5plus. lols. went shopping and all that kind of stuff. pity myself, go there is to help people carry things de. hais. my aunt, uncle, cousin and two of my uncle's friend came..lols..so the adults went shopping and the toddlers went to play at the playground, and me, follw my sis to help her carry things. so sad right? haha. but it's okie la. usually go shopping with friends also the same de. lols. so this went on for the next four days til today. hahas. had quite lots of jokes with the two new friends who were like quite old and last night, finally got to do what i want. went to sleep very early because sis was talking to my dad, then to my uncle and by the time she's back, i'm half a sleep. my face was so red and having a great headache. wahaha. but it was cool la. overall, this trip is just a waste of time. should not have gone in the first place. lols. but it also allow me to make a decision. HEES.

this few days i'm not around, perhaps you have already given up. that's good. keep it up. :) take care of yourself, never let go of something that will make you smile. wondering how things will be like. lols.

i miss you too. don't only ask me to take care of myself la. you also have to take care of yourself. it's great that you eat so much. wahaha. and now i'm back. hope to see you soon. wahaha. you don't so sad la. must smile, stay happy. you still have to go on with life regardless of whether you are sad or happy. so why not spend your life happily? lols. nevermind, my job is to cheer you up ma. but then, i don't know whether you will be real happy or what. but i will try. hahas. huggies..

wells, time really past. it's been months?! hahas. decided, i will just ignore my heart. i will let my mind take charge again. but of course, i will still care for you. not to worry. i doubt this will make you sad. hahas. so let's see how things go. though i know i miss you alot, but..sigh..nevermind. whatever is done is done.

going to sleep after doing other stuffs, sigh. tired..yawns..take care all my friends..:)